life as its now.

it has been some 4 months since i left home to study. i am in a city very far from home(1560 km from nearest railway station) and different in all aspects. i came from southern end of Kerala and now am living in Mumbai.

I never thought I will come to mumbai. it has never even crossed my mind. only in films I have seen the place. I have heard many things about Her but nothing was to my expectation. it exceed 100 times of what I thought. now after 4 months, am in madly love with the city.
its life attracts me like anything. the freedom I got also might have influenced me. but I love Mumbai city .
I long to be back to my home but yet there is sadness in leaving her behind. that much she captivated me.
what made me love her?
is it here busy roads or the shops that are every where or the concrete forests??
what is the reason?
I dont know it. but I will always love her.
but I will go back to my home for she has more beauty than any other place. its most beautiful because its where my parents are, where my sweet sister is...
I have just hours to go before I return to my home. she waits for me like a mother and the city I leave behind is like my love.
ha, will there be a time when I will be forced to choose??
what will I take ??
I cant think of it.
when time comes I will know . let time and fate decide my future.
or will I be called to another place??
God alone knows what will happen
but I am happy to live my life like this.
:)
for never can u enjoy life thinking too much of future.
enjoy maximum when u can
:)

P.S: I dont know when my opinion will chnage for nothing is constant everything is changing

A passing thought.

The sound of the wave breaking on the rocks
woke me up from my daydream.
I laughed aloud thinkin of what i dreamt.
How could i dream that??
'How did i reach here?
Why did i choose this?',
I thought to myself.
i tried to think of those reasons,
but none came to my mind.
i bless that thought, which made me choose this
for without that i wouldnt be where i am now
looking out to the sea i smiled.
My mind was calm as the sea.
I turned and walked towards the sounds of laughter and joy.


about this poem:
i wrote this in 10 minutes so it will lack something. pl forgive the errors as am an begineer
:)
lol
:)

REFLECTION OF LIFE

I went up the narrow winding stairs
and came out in the desolated field.
The plants that sprung up the minute
my foot touched the ground .
The whole field, what is this?

I thought to myself with amazement still lingering .
Ah! I realized in a minutes, the field,
As the mind of a human being .
And the plants on the field I recognized
as the feeling of mind the sweet flowers,
Which covered on side, went the thought of happiness .
In the trees I recognized the kindness
which benefits others. Ah? On the
other side what I saw made me sad .

Oh! I saw the land covered with rocks
it gave the ilk appearance of a barren land.
The barren land was indeed the sorrow,
The nettles, which was seen in abundance,
reminded me of the cruelty, jealousy and
other evil intension of the mind .

The middle of the field was a beautiful lake .
covered with weeds and marshy was the
appearance in one side of the lake.
The lake on the other side was
indeed a picture to the seen.
To the lake I walked unthinkingly .

I looked in to the marshy side,
it was the sin commited by the person.
Oh! its my mind i realized.
I was shattered beyond words .
for my sins appears to be innumerous.
Relief beyond words were poured the
minute I saw the surface of
the beautiful lake on the other side .

I understood that this was the lake
‘Reflection of Life’ which analyses us.
I prayed to God to wash away my sins.
Lo! Miracle of miracles a light spread
From the middle of Lake it spread
Like air I felt happiness surroundings.
Oh! I was woken by the beam of sunlight
Was I dreaming for I was in my bed
I understand that this was the test of Lord

hello

hello everyone....