life as its now.

it has been some 4 months since i left home to study. i am in a city very far from home(1560 km from nearest railway station) and different in all aspects. i came from southern end of Kerala and now am living in Mumbai.

I never thought I will come to mumbai. it has never even crossed my mind. only in films I have seen the place. I have heard many things about Her but nothing was to my expectation. it exceed 100 times of what I thought. now after 4 months, am in madly love with the city.
its life attracts me like anything. the freedom I got also might have influenced me. but I love Mumbai city .
I long to be back to my home but yet there is sadness in leaving her behind. that much she captivated me.
what made me love her?
is it here busy roads or the shops that are every where or the concrete forests??
what is the reason?
I dont know it. but I will always love her.
but I will go back to my home for she has more beauty than any other place. its most beautiful because its where my parents are, where my sweet sister is...
I have just hours to go before I return to my home. she waits for me like a mother and the city I leave behind is like my love.
ha, will there be a time when I will be forced to choose??
what will I take ??
I cant think of it.
when time comes I will know . let time and fate decide my future.
or will I be called to another place??
God alone knows what will happen
but I am happy to live my life like this.
:)
for never can u enjoy life thinking too much of future.
enjoy maximum when u can
:)

P.S: I dont know when my opinion will chnage for nothing is constant everything is changing